set me up for one last big fall
i'll blame everyone but you
i could never leave you
and you will never save me
"be yourself or be no-one"
is what they all told me
it drove me on a deadly path
and i think the end is near
i'm going down
you're still onboard
there's time to let go...
i used to think if i could just keep going and
i used to think if i could just keep up this lie
i'd find my place and be just like everyone else
but all they want is for me just to roll over and die
so here's where i'll end
because that's what i'll do
i may not be brave
but i stayed true
and you're surprised
i could last this long
on some plane of life
i could never belong
and i'll be back
in some abstract form
i had lived my life
just to watch you mourn
i apologised but it's not enough
all i had was pain, i deserve much worse.